Santa Rosalia

I saw a recumbent elephant in the mountain across from where we are staying.  Giuseppe, who has lived here for over 70 years has always seen a recumbent girl, with her back turned to us, and hair flowing out (as opposed to trunk of elephant.)  Far more romantic.  

The pageant passing through Quatro Canti, Palermo
Credit drintle.com

Rosalia was of Royal Norman decent.  She did the counter-cultural thing by eschew privilege and opting instead to live as a hermit in a cave in the Pellegrino hills above Palermo.  And that would have been that.  For hundreds of year she was remembered and revered.  Then in the midst of a seventeenth century plague, a woman found human remains in a cave.  She brought them back down into the city, and miraculously the plague departed.  The bones are now in the Cathedral, and Santa Agata had to become second saint of Palermo, because Santa Rosalia had saved the city.   

On Monday we joined the citizens of Palermo outside the cathedral.  We were told to get there by 6:30.  Nothing happened until 9:30, except the action going on about us all the time.  The crowds built up steadily.  We were reassured that we hadn't missed the nod about the correct start time.  Perhaps it's like the airport, with the opportunity for an enhanced duty free experience.  The information on the internet was very vague.  The many posters splashed across the city published by the church didn't even mention Monday.  They were more interested in Tuesday.  Monday is the 'pre-festival'.   This is largely secular, and supposed to be riotous.  Halloween is better known that All Saints day in a similar way.  The church is worried that the populous will become tired and drunken, unable to get up for church, especially as it is a local bank holiday. 

For three hours we watched the hawkers trying to get every women, and then the men, to buy rose headbands.  We saw the uniformed police, carabinieri, firemen, football teams (Rosalia FC), Croce Rosa and marshals doing their thing.  There were men dressed in ancient military uniforms.  They mingled and marched and looked splendid and important.

The VIPs assembled in the balconies overlooking the street.  From time to time the sound system blared out a girl's voice, calling to us to stay strong, and survive.  The saint was still at work.

At last the distant floats we could seen by the Porta Nuova started to inch forward, and all the uniformed officers jumped into action.  They had to clear the way of people in a hurry to avoid another calamity for the city. But where can a street full of people be move to?  We were tactically positioned behind a barrier, next to a lamp post which offered some protection, and near to a marshal (surely the last people who are going to be crushed.)   With the skill only Italians possess, the street was cleared onto the pavement, and we found ourselves pressed all about with hot bodies.  everyone was very kind and patient.  Three very old ladies, one of whom could speak English having lived in London some time ago. were there to help and protect us.  They kept us informed about the goings on, and one showed us the local TV station on her phone, who were covering the event.  The presence of the saint could be felt.

Our new friends explained that Tuesday was the real event.  Tomorrow was when the sacred relict would be taken out and processed.  Indeed the Cathedral had it's own set of decorations and lights that were not in use on Secular Monday.  Tomorrow there would be choirs, bands, pointy hats and the effigy of Rosalia and her reliquary, to be held aloft and carried with mesmeric swaying down a different route. We were leaving Palermo so unfortunately we were to miss the serious bit.  

But tonight things were just hotting up.  As the floats passed us, with booming music, a light show was projected onto the cathedral.  By now we had been squeezed away from our prime position by the general mass of people and were around the corner from the cathedral  Fortunately all could seen vicariously via the numerous images of the event on people's phones held aloft.  Periscopes everywhere, enabling us to see round corners. 

And there was young and beautiful Rosalia, comforting her people.  The people cheered.  Then the Bishop came out and sneaked in a very long sermon (well it was in Sicilian.) We could guess the contents.  Praises be to Rosalia. 

We nipped to our flat across the filled-in river, and then joined the mass of young people heading for the sea.  We arrived to the sound of 'Land of Hope and Glory' as the firework display began.  Following a stream of people we ascended the stairs onto a Doric colonnaded gazebo, and saw stars between the pillars.   The tremendous show was slightly obscured, but the atmosphere was tremendous, with people about us dancing the the thunderous music and explosions. I was reminded how we have always opted for pillars at Stratford, and always appreciated a great show.

The Logia on the Foro Italico (taken in 1914) sea front
in Palermo where we saw the fireworks. The gardens now stretch
 a further 50 meters into the sea.  After the second world war, the
rubble from the ruins was dumped into the sea and then
 eventually landscaped into gardens.
Credit Wikipedia. 

The Grotto of Santa Rosalia
Credit: Wikipedia, Stendhal55

I Mille (The Thousand)

Ancient map of Parlemo. 
Palazzo Conte Federico occupied the tower
of the old Arab wall nearest the bridge to the 
left. The bridge no longer exists as the whole
harbour has been reclaimed.
Credit researchgate.com

Giuseppe Garibaldi (born in 1807 in Nice, speaking Ligurian- a form of Italian) was 53 when he became the 'dictator' of Sicily for about 6 months.  He had managed to sneak into Sicily with his 1000 men (or as reported in 'The Leopard', was it 800?)  He cleverly used the British navy in Marsala as cover.  The British were protecting the trade in Marsala wine at the time, which was extremely popular and lucrative back home. 

Frederic II, the Bourbon King of Naples (the Two Sicilies) fancied the infiltration to be a mild inconvenience.  

Sicily has been in constant political flux, and the idea of a united Italy might have been developing in the multiple personalities of Italy.  Frederic, the Conte de Frederic's son, told us on his guided tour of their Palazzo, that it was the Masons, and 'the great powers' including Britain, who wanted Italy to be a united nation, and a bulwark against the expansionists designs of Russia.  This is counter to my assumption that the Italian's themselves saw that unity might be necessary at this time to protect them from nearer neighbours.  Already ruled by the Greeks, Romans, Arabs, Normans, Visigoths, Swabians, the Spanish, French, etc, the Sicilians knew that another spin of the dice was bound to occur. "In order to stay the same, everything must change" - the famous quote from 'The Leopard', or Il Gattapardo, by Giuseppe Tomasi de Lampedusa.  'Gattapardo' is the symbol of the house of Lampedusa, and is a serval cat, a smaller feline than the Leopard.  But an international audience was unlikely to have heard of the serval, so the Leopard was chosen. The conte de Lampedusa gets a brief introduction at a dance in the story.  Contemporary followers of  'The News' will sadly know about Lampedusa, as the most southernly island in Italy, and destination of many a flimsy boat carrying desperate migrants.

Inside the Arab Tower in the Palazzo Conte Frederic

So to the title of this piece.  We visited Santa Croce, or Holy Cross, the Anglican church in Palermo. Jo, our priest from Winchester, called out at the beginning of her sermon on 'The Good Samaritan', "How many people have heard this story 1000 times?"  I raised my hand (but - possibly it was 800?) 

Rev Jo spoke fluent Italian, and we wondered whether it indicated Italian heritage, or just a degree?  I was interested that she did not translate the key word in her sermon which was "predicament".  she mused on the predicament faced by our 'good natures' when we see beggars about us, including many with children.  No cathedral is complete without a biblical beggar.  Predicament, or 'difficili' in Sicilian, or 'situazione difficile' in Italian. Yes, how do we do English services in Palermo, where a number of the congregation are there to see what these mad Brits get up to?  Tricky; another predicament.  Jo did not tell us when to sit or stand.  There were no kneelers.  The congregation did look bemused at points, like one of those rising sitting games.    But the organ was well played, and Debbie, the church warden could sing.  We met Matteo, a history student, who told us that he had chosen Anglicanism from the panoply of Christian sects (sect to a catholic) and he felt it fitted just right, like a curious hat.

But I am still left wondering what to make of 'the good Samaritan', and did Garibaldi have anything to do with Samaria? My thoughts about giving to beggars are, 'what we do today is what we generally do tomorrow'.  If we give to beggars, we will give to beggars tomorrow, and the next day.  Some beggars are deserving, such as the migrant that is washed up on a wrecked boat in Lampedusa. I am guessing that as with the Samaritan, we will know if it is important, and we can ask for discernment from the Lord.  What about Chris Marriott, who came to the aid of a man in the street in Sheffield UK?  Seconds later he was caught up in a blood feud along with the man he was saving by Hassan Jhangur, who drove at speed at the pair.  Chris, a committed believer died at the scene.  A witness to the event, who also tried to help said "I grieve particularly for Chris's family, who are rebuilding their lives with courage and love but will always feel the tremendous loss of a kind, generous, unique man."

Palermo!

The Cathdral - Cefalu. 
The whole trip is worth it when you have seen this.

"Andre!" Georgio, our taxi driver provided by booking.com, calls to us.  He can see an Englishman a kilometre off.  He then announces in English, using google translate, that as we are heading into an UNESCO heritage site, his minibus will have to leave us to make our way on foot for bit. 

Like a mighty sword fighter he plunges into Palermo's crazy rush hour traffic. The drive is poetry in motion; a murmuration of cars.  The braids of the three lane motorway are skilfully divided into five (stationary) strands. Street vendors take advantage of the confusion by setting up stalls in the fifth lane, intensifying the chaos; and the thrust and parry about us (calm, and experienced, without recourse to pointless honking or gesticulations).  Together we have created a Saturday market on wheels; the stall holder's equivalent of a drive-throu.  

Where we are in Palermo is incredible.  The tiny alley- I can almost stretch and touch both side, is no bar to all manner of traffic.  I fancied that our minibus drive could have made it, based on what we had just experienced.  Instead, look both ways and check the that vespa roar is not singing your name.

 Across from us is a dilapidated mansion.  From the window we see the brightly tiled dome of a Carmelite Abbey church, except that the tiles are cracked and falling, and the building is boarded up.  I am reminded of the splendid decrepitude described  of Havana.  But here, in amongst the faded glory we see restored gems, and we are staying in one of them.  

The market this morning is incredible.  It's for the locals.  Buy your octopus, and we'll cook it for you right away, on smoky grills, and wash it down with Aperol.  Two Sword fish heads stare out at us as we rush past, and decline the offer.   

Further away from the food is the flea market.  Here the whole contents of a house can be seen on the pavement, as if it the owner had just been evicted onto the streel.  Some plies look rather similar to the enormous piles of garbage that are also a feature.  perhaps their bin collections are more sporadic that the rare collections we experience back home.

What do we make of the filth, the smell of sewers, the down-and-outs, the asylum-seeker sleeping on the park benches, with babies in prams! The dilapidated buildings, the graffiti everywhere?  Today we went to Cefalu were everything is beautiful.  The street are lined with pots of flowers.  The building are universally splendid, the Cathedral is  astonishing, the sea is blue, and people are beautiful.  

On the train home we know we are staying in the real place; the Palazzo Reale.  Cefalu is where you visit.  Palermo is where you stay, and 'live'.  Cefalu is Ardington Row, or Bourton on the Water.  Palermo is... Well there is no where in the world to compare it with.  

Civility

Inspired by the conversation from listening to 'In Our Times- Civility: talking to people you disagree with', I attempt some civilised reflections.

Main themes.

• How rude are we allowed to be before we become uncivil?
• Using civility to define who is in control and holds legitimacy,  and visa versa.
• Civility as the bringer of harmony - necessary for social order. Part of the 'social contract'.

Freedom of speech.

In the West, I am free to say what ever I want to say, so long as is felt not to be inciting violence from myself or others.

However what about blasphemy?  The mocking cartoon of the Prophet did not explicitly incite violence. but is so stirred others that violence erupted. What about civility?  I 'can' but I chose not to, because I do not want to wound.  There is a arm wrestle here over where the control lies.

Am I free to say what I want to say?  The prohibition of 'Palestine Action' makes me question this.  It is messy.  A rogue player incite violence, and the movement is swooped on and shut down.  Where can the righteous anger of those you stand up to the evils taking place in Palestine go?  7 million pounds of damage caused by red paint on the sides of two planes?  I am guessing the engines were taken to bits to check that nothing was inserted to damage them?  The protests was a wake-up call for British military security.  Surely some good has come from this?  

St Paul has said quite a bit about civility.  This was not touched on by the programme at all.  The main issue relating to faith were Erasmus' interest in defining how we tolerate difference, and Luther's insistence that speaking the truth, sometimes forcefully, was more important than avoiding offence.

We have the age old West-East dichotomy of individual conscious and right of expression versus the person of the community, shared beliefs and acting together as a whole (I believe vs we believe.)

Paul speaks to a multi cultural community of believers, sifting through what is cultural, what is valuable but not essential, and what is core, and what is helpful.  The programme discussed the life of  Roger Williams, the founder of the Rhode Island Colony.   In 1636 Williams was banished to Rhode Island because of his religious views.  He is likely to have survived a harsh winter because the local native American inhabitants took pity on him, and came to his aid.  He found his dogmatic views softened in the face of the kindness and generosity he received. He came to see 'civility' in goodness in what he still might call 'paganism' or the anti-Christ.  Although he never believed that their faith was equal to his own, he was able to see the value their culture and beliefs brought, and went on to learn many languages, and campaign for Native American freedoms.  

This is where the  in-group and out-group comes into play, with the self-centred assumption that the way I do things, though not perfect, is a darn sight better than the way other people do things.

I was reminded of the elitist cultural practice of men not to button up the lower button on their suit jacket.  This was because it was noticed that the Duke of Edinburgh ever did this, so emulating the Duke, somehow showed you were in the know about these thing.  When famous celebrities, such as David Beckham, visited the palace, it was noted that he did not know this convention, showing him in some way to be inferior.  He quickly realised his error, and subsequent pictures show him conforming.

This is where cultural expectation (the norm),  etiquette and civility, the Law, all meet.

Explanation of this diagram.

Etiquette is unspoken agreed behaviours that are picked up through child development.  Sometimes these are enshrined in law, such as not smoking in public places. 

Norms and expectations are very similar to Etiquette, but often they are constructed to create order and guard against chaos.  driving on one side of the road is a area where this is also the law.

Civility is how a society organises itself, finding the balance between conformity, and difference.  We think of civilised (or highly ordered) societies.  These are societies that have worked to solve social problems, and invest for their future. 

What about the Welfare Reforms Debacle?

Credit: Dallas Morning News

 It is so painful to see a government that should have got it right first time, make a hash of it so spectacularly.  I was reminded of the image above illustrating good leadership.  Good leaders are so close to their people that when they move forward, the people follow just one step behind.  The leader, without turning back, can reach out a hand and feel them close by.  

Leadership requires action, and difficult decisions.  We know that the UK has the highest welfare bill in the G7 nations.  It is growing.  The population is aging.  Something has to be done.

My thoughts are these.

1) Discuss this problem widely with all the representative groups who support people with disabilities.  Most of these people will also be using the welfare system themselves.  

2) Separate funding that relates to compensating the financial effects of disability on people in our society (PIP or Personal Independence Payments), and funding to support people to 'get into work' (using the political jargon.)  PIP should be a scientific calculation, based on the extra costs incurred due to disability.  If we were all disabled now, it would not exist. 

3) In partnership with disabled people, create an agency attached to the DWP jobcentre that supports disabled people to work in a win-win scenario.  Enable people to do meaningful and productive work, in a context of the competitive pressures of the market place.  We are aiming to created a mutually rewarding social pact. 

Examples

Jess, a neighbour of ours, used to work at the University in journal publishing.  It was a well paid job.  She contracted what became known as Long COVID.  After a period of sickness she was laid off by the university.  For a number of years she has been claiming benefits.  There were times she told us, when she would take out the bins and become exhausted, having to lie down for the rest of the day. Her work record, and on-going vulnerability means that now getting a job she can do continues to be a challenge.  I discussed with Jess what she needs.  She mused that she needs a situation where her employer will not be penalised for taking her on given that she cannot be 100% reliable.  She needs a work environment where she can work when she is well, and coast when not.  The alternative is that she stays on benefits for years to come.  The idea of squeezing people in this situation into greater and great poverty seem cruel. 

Manjit works with me.  She is 50 years old and has menopausal symptoms of dizziness, loss of confidence and memory.  She says it frightens her.  Her work load is affected.  My employer says that our service is under national scrutiny because of evidence of poor productivity.  Manjit is being told she must keep the work rate up.  She is finding this very stressful, and has required period of sickness to cope.  Her GP is her main ally.  She is currently on a plan to increase her workload to full by September.  I am concerned about what will happen if she does not meet her targets.  The term 'constructive dismissal' comes to mind.  Are we expecting Manjit to do something she will fail at, and become more unwell, and leave?  At the moment her situation is not in the bracket of  situations called 'protected characteristics'.  For example, pregnancy is.  But pregnancy is time limited, and their is the health of a baby (or two) at stake. 

The impact of some disabilities on the ability to fit in with our capitalist, hard-nosed society are obvious.  Other situations are more transitory and less visible.  At the moment our system is not preventative, but rather waits for the problem to arise, and then picks up the pieces.  This is likely to be at a far greater cost to society than a policy that promote ability, and competence.  But this would require a pollical opening of minds, and a social change towards collective solutions, not just "I'm alright Jack - give them as little as we can get away with, cos' they don't deserve it."

I prefer "We all have a part to play.  How can we ensure that all of our contributions are maximised?"

Credit- Cartoon stock

Notes from "About Time York!"

Credit: The British sundial Society

Foucault's Pendulum

Tom curated 'Foucault's Pendulum at the base of the tower.  Roger ridged up a bell to strike when the pendulum had moved by two degrees in an clockwise direction.  This took 5 minutes.  The pendulums proves that the world is spinning in a clockwise direction around the poles when out north is uppermost.  It was beautifully and convincingly done.  In the southern hemisphere the illustration is the opposite. At the equator the pendulum stays in the same plane, and does not move.  At the poles is rotates the quickest, covering 360 degrees in a day.  This is 2.5 degrees per 5 minutes, so not much faster than York. 

How to Philosophers think about Time?  Well, not like the rest of us. Is time chronological....errr yes?  are we ever out of time? We can feel that we are for sure. The cultural aspects of time are strong.  

My thoughts went to a fascinating discussion had on Radio 3's programme called 'I Have Been Here Before' . Francis Spufford explains how the whimsical theories of JW Dunne influenced his story telling.  

In 1927 he published a book called An Experiment With Time.  Dunne described two experiences of time.  Conscious time (or time when we are awake) was restricted to the chorological passage of events, where us unconscious time (when asleep) liberated the person from the constraints of time, so that one could float into the past or the future.  For a brief period his theory became very popular, and people across Britain wrote down their dreams, to discover if these were portentous.  Many people wrote to Dunne describing how their dreams had come to pass.  

I understand that time can be measured a number of ways.  Entropy measures time,  Everything degrades over time, so steady deterioration measures time.  Radioactive isotopes have half-lives.  

The reality of time is also shared.  Some things feels as if they take for ever (such as a watched kettle.) Somethings happen quickly, like "wasn't Christmas last month, and here I am carrying a freshly cut Christmas tree down the road.  When I was young the Summer holiday felt like it too a year.  Now the years go past as if they were months.

There are cultural aspects of time.  In the old days the church (or municipal) clock gave a shared sense of time. Some clocks chime the hours (or even quarter hours).  Famously in the west we use diaries, and have Strict codes about time keeping.  In other countries what is important at this very instant is the most important thing.  Society understands this, and accommodates for it.  Anglican church services tend to run like clockwork.  My Pentecostal church starts with the building almost empty, but 15 minutes latter it's packed. We accommodate for this by always starting a bit late.  

The experience of 'now' is like music.  It is here; we experience it, and it disappears, like painting with water. The past creates memories.  The future creates conjecture.  How much time is actually 'present'.  Time is like the running of a film through a projector.  The moment of time that actually exists is a nanosecond, indeed it can be reduced to almost nothing, infinitesimally small.  It is like the running of an old fashioned needle in the groove of a record. 

I remembered the resident in a care home I once worked at.  As I passed down the corridor he called out, "What's the time?.....and the date?.....and the year?"

Our speaker mentioned Occam's razor-  I forgot what it is is-  so here is is for posterity.  When you have two competing theories, choose the one with the fewer assumptions.  She applied this to theories of time.

She also mentioned Gog and Magog.  Gog and the land of Gog- depicted in Ezekiel 38, and then Revelation.  In Revelation Gog and his nation are allies of Satan.

I recalled my theory of time as a linear progression, like a train traveling along the track of time.  People get onto the train.  The train pulls into the station, and although people entered at different times, they all get off at the same time, into a different dimension of time. 

Sundials

I liked the thought that a good architect designs building conscious of the shadows they will create, because the shadows are part of the experience of the building.

Hyden wrote the Clock Symphony number 101.  Time is divided into Hours, seconds, thirds and event fourths.

Measurements on a sundial go like this.  15 degrees in an hour (4 per minute). 350 degrees= 24 hours.  This is only possible at the poles.

The Gnomon  of a sundial points to the pole star (see illustration above.)

Time and the Law

The new year used to be the 25th March.  The financial year still fits with this.  February mopes us the straggler days because it is at the end of the year.

Saxon time was in eight sections. 

Different cultures had different lengths of the week.  Egyptians had 10 days, Rome 8.  The French republic had a go at change weeks and months, but it didn't catch on.

Easter is the first Sunday after the first full moon, following the Spring equinox.

Bit about Morston

 Morston, a village of less than 200, and then only really in the Summer.  But everywhere that has been around for a while has a story.

Morton very gradually, over hundreds of years, has become the main port of the North Norfolk coast.  Having said that the 100,000 or so people that leave the land for the sea are mainly visiting the seals at Blakeney Point.  

The first port was Cley-next-to Sea, then Wiveton, then Blakeney and now Morston.  Over time the long shore drift has grown Blakeney Point to the west, silting up the harbours in successive villages, and handing the baton on up the coast.  

This map is by Captain Grenville Collins, 1693, and shows navigable routes into these ports.  It explains why the church in Cley Next to Sea is set so far back in the village.  At one point the church near to the main bridge into Cley, so a far more significant location in the past.  

All Saints Moreston

Moreton - or 'marsh town' (a bit like Morton on the marsh?) - did once have a thriving boat building industry.  The church is famous for experiencing vitiligo. In the eighteenth century the tower was struck by lightning.  Towers and buildings in this neck of the woods seem to be determined to fall down.  It's not a surprise, the main building materials are cobbles and lime mortar.  The community at the time opted for the more reliable and functional 'brick', with the idea that it could be tidied up in the future.  But people got used to the pied tower, though they didn't forget the dangers of electricity.  This is a church without electricity, and instead they have beautiful candelabra. 

St Mary's Binham was once a fine Priory.  Thye building seems to have given up the ghost following the dissolution, and also came tumbling down, leaving some very fine ruins.  The village church is now splendid, occupying the wonderful double height nave of the old Priory church, with a viewing platform running round the interior.  But is remains a very modest church from the outside, with bricked up windows and no tower. 

St Mary's Priory Binham

The predominant church names in the area around Little Walsingham appear be All Saints, St Mary's and St Peters. 

Finally, not far from Binham you can find the Iceni fort at Warham.  What a wonderful fort, subsequently used by the Romans. A small stream has steadily crossed the field to take the stronghold by stealth.

Warham Fort.

What do Carers Say they Need?

 

Sara Challice in her book “Who Cares?” (2024) says:

1) Carers need to first realise that they are carers.

2) Carers may think they are coping, when gradually,

     over time, they are not. Carers need to work out what

     they are doing, and make sure they are not creating

    co-dependence.

3) Carers need to talk and express how they are feeling.

4) Carers need a break.

Familiar themes from research are that carers need

1) To be heard, and receive an emotional and kind response.

2) To be informed (useful, timely, accessible information).

3) To be given practical support. 

Who is a Carer?

 

Young Carers Action Day Credit Creatarts.org.uk

Discussion

      Ø    Are you a carer? 

Ø    Have you been a carer? 

Ø    Might you become a carer?

Ø    Who in your family is a carer?

Ø    What are the care needs of your family?

Ø    How do you feel about this?

Preparing for Family Network Meetings

 Hindi Proverb

“But I have always loved my cow”

Imagine the scene.  A traffic jam; Car horns honking; people leaning out of windows exclaiming!  Worried locals looking frantically for Farmer Ajit. 

“Ajit, Ajit, your cow has sat down in the middle of the  highway and can’t be moved.

 The place has come to a  stand still.”

Calmly, Ajit stops what he is doing and walks purposefully towards the hubbub.  He gets down on his haunches and stretches his arm around his cow.  Gently he takes hold, and starts to lift up the cow. He inches step by step over to the side of the road and places the cow gently down.  The cow blinks its large eyes.  Immediately the roar of the traffic starts up again.  The people stand back in awe.  

“How did you do that Ajit?” they exclaim. 

“Oh, it’s nothing”, retorts Ajit.

“From a little calf, I have always loved my cow.  Everyday I tend to her needs and care for her.  From a young calf, I have  picked her up and carried her where she  needs to go.  

And today is no different.”

Watsan Walk for Water 21st June 2025

 Dear Friends and Family of the Leicester Starrs,

This is my information drop to tell you that I am facilitating a 16 mile walk in the Charnwood Hills of Leicestershire. 

We do this every two years to raise money for a Ugandan based water project called Watsan www.watsanuganda.org  

If you are willing and able. you are invited to join us on Saturday 21st June 9:30 at the Altar Stones in Markfield https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Altar_Stones_Nature_Reserve  LE67 9PX.

If you live miles/kms away, think of us on the 21st June.  

And yes, it would be very kind of you to support our fundraising efforts for our partners in Uganda doing the real work. 

https://www.stewardship.org.uk/pages/Starrs4water

Happy Easter

Christ Pantokrator in the apse of
the Cathedral of Cefalù, Sicily, Italy. 
Credit: Wikipedia

What do I need to do to live?  Eat and drink?  Well that's a good start.  But Jesus said...

"People do not live by eating bread alone, but on every word that comes from the Father."  

Jesus said to the woman at the well, "water can satisfy you for a moment, but I can give you living water that will mean that your needs will be met forever."

When we take Jesus' body and blood, we do not just revere it, sniff it, or genuflect before it.  We eat it and drink it.  It become part of our bodies and blood.  It mixes into to our whole existence and becomes undisguisable from our substance.  

We must do this, as Jesus insisted with Peter when he washed his friends feet, "I must wash your feet - it's essential."  

We understand and accept that we need Jesus to feed us, sustain us, provide all the nutrients we need to grow, and thrive. We are like so many young babies who are solely dependent on their mother's milk.

We do more than accept and obey; we are grateful, and honour our loving creator who has shown us how to live life to the full.

PRAYER: This Easter day I re reaffirm my vow, to honour, love, trust and obey you forever.

Lent 40 - Life giving II

L'amitié by Pablo Picasso
The hermitage, St Petersburg
Credit: en.wikipedia.org

“As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit—fruit that will last—and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you. This is my command: Love each other." John 15

 One of the special things about the Creator's love for us, is that we can come boldly into their presence.

I am reminded of my friend who I was due to meet me on Friday, but forgot.  It struck me that this is a sign that our friendship is secure, because he was appropriately  not that concerned.  He knew that it will not affect our friendship.  It's the same with God.  I can be late, forgetful or annoying (though not advised), and do not need to fear any consequence, because the Creator makes themselves vulnerable to my imperfection.  They love me warts and all.

If I am late, am I fearful of disapproval?  Or do I genuinely not want to inconvenience my friend out of love?  Same with my Creator.  I am the mouse that runs across the great lion Aslan's paw, without a pause, and without fear. 

PRAYER:  Thank you for your great love that knows no bounds.

Lent 39 - Life Giving (Good Friday)

 

Desconsuelo by Eduardo Kingman
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 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:37-39 

A colleague recently reminded me of CS Lewis' book "A Grief Observed".   I wondered whether God felt the condition described by Lewis.  I pondered that when Jesus' died, did God the Father experience the dagger sink into the heart?  Did God have to be dragged into the church by two friends, either side, like my friend Doreen did when her son died?  Did God spontaneously burst into howling tears just because a thought flitted across his mind about his son and how he might have saved him, like my friend David did?  

Lewis says...

“No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear. I am not afraid, but the sensation is like being afraid. The same fluttering in the stomach, the same restlessness, the yawning. I keep on swallowing.

At other times it feels like being mildly drunk, or concussed. There is a sort of invisible blanket between the world and me. I find it hard to take in what anyone says. Or perhaps, hard to want to take it in. It is so uninteresting. Yet I want the others to be about me. I dread the moments when the house is empty. If only they would talk to one another and not to me.”  ― C.S. Lewis, A Grief Observed

Lewis continues... 

“We were promised sufferings. They were part of the program. We were even told, 'Blessed are they that mourn,' and I accept it. I've got nothing that I hadn't bargained for. Of course it is different when the thing happens to oneself, not to others, and in reality, not imagination.” ― C.S. Lewis, A Grief Observed

God has the advantage of having seen the 'film' many times before'.  The emotion is still the same, but point of the pain is understood, and whole picture is seen. The pain is endured within the context of joy.  We do not see from this perspective, but we know someone who can.  Let us stay close to that someone.

PRAYER: Nothing will separate me from your love!

Lent 38 - Complete II (Maundy Thursday)

 

By Betsy O'Neil
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No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:37-39  

It is difficult to talk about God's love having been to the funeral of a friends' 19 year old son who took his life on Christmas Eve.   

An agonising 'Why?' ripped out across the assembled people.  Is 'God loves you' consoling?  Does God understand the 'dagger in the heart' experience of this type of bereavement?  

The service was delayed by 30 minutes because the parents were too distraught to enter the church. The mother had to be carried in by two friends. 

It was a wonderful experience.  No one wanted to be there, but no one could do anything other than be there.  The pain and question had to be brought out into the open and laid out before the people, and before God.  

God's love is complete.  It's not just for happy carefree days, when nothing is going wrong.  It's also for these excruciating bleeding days.

PRAYER:  I ask you to help my friends carry the question 'why?' with grace and peace.

Lent 37 - Complete

 

Treasure from Dublin's Chester Beatty Library.
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The Lord appeared to him from far away. I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you. Jeremiah 31:3

Does this reminds you of the father in the prodigal son story? Prodigal comes from the word prodigious, or lavish.  I like the idea that the son was hedonistically lavish in his dispensing of wealth.  His Father was generously lavish in his dispensing of love.  True love is not dependent on the attitudes and behaviours of others.   True love sets us free.  

PRAYER: Your faithfulness gives me all I need to live life to the full.

Lent 36 - Significance II

The Starry Night by Vincent Van Gough (1889)
Museum of Modern Art, New York

In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins. Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; if we love one another, God abides in us and his love is perfected in us. 1 John4 10-12

Nothing can change the fact that we are loved.  I always knew that my parents loved me.  I took that for granted, but it was only when I was in hospital having a melanoma removed that I really understood it.  I remember thinking, "my goodness, it's true."  And it can be like that with our Creator.  Something happens and our eyes are opened.  We see and feel and know that we are loved.  It took something big to open my eyes, and often this is the case with our Lord and Creator of all things.  Like the constancy of life on earth, living, breathing and having our being, is the constant background of being loved, cherished, celebrated.  

PRAYER:  I need to know I am loved, and you have made me sufficient.  Your love is in me.

Lent 35 - Significance

Grand Prismatic Spring- Yollowstone National Park
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 Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. In this the love of God was made manifest among us, that God sent his only Son into the world, so that we might live through him. 1John 4: 7-9

It could be so simple.  As I often think, all the problems of the world (pretty much) could be sorted but by an averagely intelligent loving 12 year old.  The solutions are obvious and possible. Food for all.  Respect, and care for all.  Liberty, fraternity and egality.  That is how it was supposed to be, back then.  A beautiful garden.  Jumping from a high rock, hand in hand,  into a pool of warm clear water.  Laughter, singing, reciting poetry into the evening.

But no, instead we chose to suffer, and alienate ourselves from our Creator.  The Creator does not change, and we can come back.  One day we believe we will be back, back there, right at the beginning.

PRAYER:  I abide in you, and as the vanity of our folly sinks into the freezing ocean, I abide with you.

Sixth Sunday in Lent

 

The Ten Commandments by Lucas Cranach the Elder (workshop of)
Credit: Stiftung Luthergedenkstätten in Sachsen-Anhalt, Wittenberg.

Lent 34 - Wonderful II

 

Jonathan Jacoby - 
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God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him. By this is love perfected with us, so that we may have confidence for the day of judgment, because as he is so also are we in this world. 1 John 4 16-17

How do I know that God loves me?  How do I know that anyone loves me?  It is by their actions, their attitudes, there emotions and their thoughts.  This is actually all I need to know.   St Augustine famously is quoted as saying "Love God and do as you please." (Rough translation.)  What about the opposite.  "God loves me so I can do anything."  By this I mean I am free, and not constrained.  The Spirit is within me, so I am only really able to do what is sympathetic to the Spirt of God.  I know that the Spirit of God will not die when this body dies, and will be with me forever.

PRAYER:  I make more space for you in my heart.

Lent 33 - Wonderful

 

Wonderful Life II - Print from 
theprintemporium.com.au 

 The Lord your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing. Zephaniah 3:17 

What is life all about?  Why are we here?  I have an image of arriving at the pearly gate only to be met by Jesus.  He will smile and enquire, was it good?  Did you enjoy your life?  I really wanted it to be amazing, was it?

PRAYER: Thank you for you wonderful love that constantly amazes me.